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| can someone explain to me why girls start so much drama? and make
a big deal out of nothing. they do realize, that shit happens in life,
and what theyre making a big deal out of now. wont matter in a couple of years.
they'll look back and realize how fucking immature and catty they were.
and just feel super stupid about themselves. i really dont care how many
"friends" i have. ive got an amazing few that get me through anything and everything.
today i went to the beach with justin and rachael.it was fun except justin got lost.
so we drove so fucking far, it was redic. but really funny.then we finally got there
and i spent a good hour being tossed into the air by a bunch of guys.i dont think
ive ever been that far in the air before lmao.or had my stomach hurt so bad from laughing.
getting hit on guys that are clearly illegal...18,21,fucking like 30 hahaha.
but i got a pretty sick tan, so im not complaning about that.
i really do have to find time to update this more often.
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| tuesday i went to saras house after summer school.we spent hours on end crying and her dad had to buy us acohol to make us stop.i think thats a problem lol.after me, sara, amy, and travis went to some carnival.even though we went 10 mintues before it closed.so we walked around real quick and then we went to tops and bought candy.well travis bought it for us. how very sweet of him. then we drove around yelling things to people on the streets and hitting on men with children.
wednesday me, sara, amy hunter, and travis went to that carnival thing again.but we had a purpose to go this time, but we didnt find who we were looking for though.then we went to mcdonalds with no money, but travis bought us food.hes a really nice boy 
thrusday sara left for europe  i was on the phone with her in the morning before summer school and we cried of course.im gunna miss her but shes coming back in a month. after summer school me, travis, amy and her boyfriend pete hung out. we went to travis's house and sat there. it was fun though.then amy came over afterwards and we attempted to watch a movie.but i fell asleep instead haha.
yesterday alli came over and we went to the mall.then travis picked us up and we went back to his house.we pretty much watched tv the whole time.then alli came back to my house,and i ended up falling asleep on my couch again.what can i say, its comfy.
i dont know what im doing today, but i know im not staying in this house.im getting out of here real quick. i hate being home and around my family. the only one i can stand is my brother hoang. we've become really close. hes there for me and he cares. he listens and he understands.
but the bright side of life, i get my braces off on tuesday  amys coming with me, shes gunna be the first person to see me without them.
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| its been over a month since ive decided to upload this thing.i just dont have anymore time on my hands.i dont know what im doing with my life anymore. im doing things i know i shouldnt.things i know that i'll regret and hurt my body.but as much as i want to stop, i cant.things have became out of my control.i dont know who my real friends are anymore. im losing a lot of them and others are doing things i thought they never would, like open their mouth about my private situations.which makes me think twice about everyone. but the actions i make i dont think through clearly at all. im not saying i havent had a lot of fun, because i have. but i know its not right. my lips are starting to peel. my lungs are black. and im buliding my tolerance of alcohol up very high.i havent talked to my mother in over a month..we hate each other now. but i remember the days were all i wanted to do was spend time with her.i dont know what happened.i hate being home even for 15 mins. everyones changed, maybe its for the better though.
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| i really like him
hopefully im not alone on that feeling.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAKE!
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| i met this boy.
and all i can do now, is smile.
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